Sunday, December 4, 2011

Tears of Sadness and Joy

I sit here just looking over my blog posts, shamed and mad at myself for not posting more this year, when so much has gone on. In trying to get used to having such a full house of boys and a new season of life, I missed so many opportunities to post special moments. I hope to not make this mistake next year. I teared up looking at what I did have posted. God has so blessed me, with the precious children He has give me stewardship of. I pray I do not fail Him in training them up in His word and path. Sean and I pray for wisdom and lots of grace in this task He has for us. I also have such an incredible husband, loving, strong and most of all, seeking Gods will and trying his best to walk in His ways.With the closing of another year I reflect on my chooses, moments, blessings, and trials. I know I can't go back and change anything, and I don't think I would even if I could. Even in my failures I learned and grown. So tears of sadness and joy I let fall today, with a hopeful heart ready for a new year.